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Tuesday, June 5, 2012

2012......

it's 2012.....and i'm finally on here to write....haha. sorry people, school has eaten alive my life. finals are this week (starting tomorrow actually...) i have had quite the 2012 so far....

i forget how the year begins. every new year i do. it seems to come and pass without me noticing. i must party too hard O__o. this was my sis' final year @ school. that's right, she's graduating....finally. my other sis was to get married. i was to finally finish my Con. lessons, and my bro moves out, along with Detour :D here's how it played out....

end of the school year right? finals around the corner, my sis is literally about to get married, and i get sick. it's not bad...just a cough and fever. but my fever spiked after a few days to 103.5 and no matter what we did, we couldn't get it down for a week. so i went to the doctor right? and he said i had pneumonia, and gave me some meds to take. He said by the time of the wedding i would be totally better. (the wedding was in 6 days) so i'm taking the meds, and taking the meds.....and nothing is happening. it was on the night of the rehearsal dinner (i was supposed to be in the wedding, but stayed home for the rehearsal due to the fact that whenever i stood up i passed out, and my fever was still high) my parents were talking to some people who had pneumonia, they told them to rush me to the hospital, cuz apparently if pneumonia doesn't get better after a period of time, it's fatal. so, they literally ran home and rushed me to the ER. OMYGOD it was the scariest thing i have ever experienced. they rushed me in, after taking my temp, the put me in a wheelchair, and put me in this black room where a bunch of nurses hovered over me poked me with shots, and stuck this massive IV in my arm. I swear the needle must have been the size of a pencil...cuz after they took it out, i had this big whole in my arm for a full week. it was like a piercing whole, so i could've stuck stuff into it, it creeped me out. anyway...but they were all talking fast, and then the doctor came in and ran a bunch of tests, and said i had to stay at the hospital till my fevers were gone. I later found out i had a 104 temp when i got to the ER and was extremely dehydrated (they pumped 3-4 bags of water in me in 2 hours....i asked how long it usually takes for a full bag to be put in someone and they said 10 hours....normally) they also gave me really powerful anti-biotics which made me lose my appetite. so i didn't eat for a long time at the hospital....i lost 5 lb's a day averaged. they ended up pumped nutrients into me too, cuz i was pretty much starving myself. i was hospitalized for 4 days. and in those 4 days i missed my sis' wedding. and all my relatives that i haven't seen since i was like 4 years old. i swear i haven't cried so much in all my life. none could go see me cuz they were all busy with the wedding. whenever my parents came it was early in the morning, (like 2 am) and they could only stay for about 10 minutes. i was so lonely.....it wasn't even remotely funny. plus to make my misery greater, since i cough up bacteria from my lung (which, %50 of my right lung is filled with liquid right now. the doctor wants to drain it.... eww..) all the nurses took caution. I wasn't contagious, but they still wore face masks, a full rubber body suit and giant rubber gloves whenever they entered my room. i felt like a specimen. like some animal they have to check the vitals for every hour. well...i got out in good timing, i missed everybody who came for the wedding except my aunt, whom i love to death. she's usually lots of fun, but she wasn't when i came back. she was all worried about me, and stuff. i have no energy. and my immune system will be down for a few more weeks, my body has to get rid of all that bacteria clogged in my lungs. i get out of breath easily now, just by going up the stairs. the doctors said my lungs won't be completely healed until 6 months after i felt better. wow. so...i missed a bunch at school (2 1/2 weeks....i was bedridden for that long O___O) im home, thank god. my sis is graduating in a few days, and my bro is about to move out. Detour was amazing...i want to go back SO BAD. I'm cosplaying as L from Deathnote, Tren from BlackCat, and......whoever. haha.


why do i always rant on here? I haven't been on blogger for EVER

SORRY......

this made me lawl~