it never fails.
i have this massive project.
im teaching my first english class.
other then learning english myself...
i have no clue WHERE TO START. @___@
so i was interviewing people...and oh yea i forgot...
no on gives a f*ck about what im doing.
thanks guys.
i really appreciate being left in the dark while studying my @ss off.
yup *nods* i really needed that
you do realize im flunking 2 courses and i need to get those marks up so i can skip school in April...
i can't afford to redo this year.
my parents will skin me alive and hang it on the wall.
omygawd....im losing my mind right now..
i have ANOTHER MASSIVE PAPER due tomorrow~ oh yay~
and YES i finally made my youtube channel....there's no videos on it yet but there will be eventually.
i have yet to actually upload something GOOD.
YOUTUBE~
well i feel like crap.
and it never fails...i ALWAYS think to write on here when im like really depressed. LOL
oh and to top it off, a friend of mine confessed to me
yea that made me feel awesome. im the biggest asshole that ever lived.
she said she liked me.
i didn't have the gut to tell her i don't like girls at first /:
but because she was super depressed and a total rock solid suicidal i didn't want to be mean and be like "oh really ? well too bad, cuz i don't like girls xD " so i was trying to be nice...
and now she thinks she's in love with me.
oh gawd.
i keep trying to nice and supportive in her LIVING not her LIKING me. and i can't do both.
so i told her today (easing into it) i don't like her that like. and she kinda broke into pieces right in front of me.
way to go Leo ~
im the worst ...
and guess who's in debt again? that's right,, this kid~
this state loves meh money don't it.
and Anni 's going back to Germany. i mean what the shiz?
my new favorite song ever.
i love BigBang <3
you guys make me so happy xD
oh and my appa said he hates my art pretty much.
i painted a picture and he said to "try harder" and im like "that's it...never gonna paint for you again~"
bleh.
i want time to stop already.
i need to breathe.
i'm gonna need a friend next week /:
i hate feeling isolated and rejected like this
