Cry Me a River (Bury Me)

FINALS ARE OVER......never been so happy since last time Finals were over. It seems like every year Finals get more and more stressful, and every year it seems to be easier for more people then me. (Seflish alert!....not. I'm not that selfish...at all) This year I had to ...
1) be a counseler for about 5 people. O_O
2) had more then 10 commissions in one week
3) had to study like a madman for classes which I was failing
4) had to pack for the move
5) personal family issues.

Through it all...I barely survived. I had a hard time smiling in classes, let alone not speaking my mind. I did a few times, and it hurt some friends of mine (who will probably no longer speak to me again) Which in a way...is pitiful. My generation has a lot to learn, and it seems like me and very few other people understand it. First of all, no one listens anymore. I mean, whenever someone's talking to me I'm all ears. I'll nod and answer, but when I talk...it's like their OCD. Look...a squirrel! That's just rude, and it'll turn many people off, including myself. I'm surprised at myself for lasting this long. Another thing is actually taking a joke, and taking something which is serious...seriously. If I say a joke, you know it's a joke, but kids now on days...don't. They take it seriously, and I have to soften the tears. But if it's dead serious...they think it's a joke, and laugh at your broken soul. Why do I even try?

Cry me a river is my newest song added to my late late late playlist. Plus it's for friend(s) of mine. Since school's out no one's gonna read this from my classes,...so anyone from a different country...or state.....or....island....?

I WAS SHOCKED OUT OF MY MIND...I never lost my temper ONCE all Finals week! :) Last year and the year before I did, and I got low grades because of it. I would blow up, and before you know it, be yelling at the pro. ready to throw punches, but this year I reamined mellow, and just bit my tongue. But you know what's funny? Even though I didn't lose it...I still think I hurt some people I shouldn't have. I say things straight from the heart, and some people don't like to take it simply as that. I mean, yes there were some crappy things which weren't.....wanted, but it was either for common sense, or normality. So...if that particular person is reading this, you know what I mean. (If you're reading this)

More digital art!  A friend of mine sent it to me....dunno who did it, actually...

It's big piece.

I submited a lot more art, and I've started my inter-national art contest piece. It might be even bigger then my fish! (My inked fish is almost as big as my wall....I submited it last year, and it didn't win anything. ): It was painful one too. Took me over 9 months of inking...sketching....inking, and platening. It's so detailed now and....odd, but one of my true masterpieces.

I'll submit it sometime,